So it's been a long couple of weeks here. My interview didn't go so well and I didn't get a second interview. I also learned a few things from my supervisor about the interview that have really been bringing me down. I basically got told to 'let things go' and that 'I'm too hard on myself'.
Yes, I find it difficult to let things go, especially when you're told that you only see black and white and that you're not good enough.
And yes, I am too hard on myself. I don't like failure. And I have failed here. So, work has been interesting to say the least the last week or so.
The only good thing is that I have 2 days left of work until I have 6 days off, and J comes home on Monday.
Otherwise, things have been pretty down in the dumps. I can only hope that things will get better because right now, I'm kinda stuck where I am, and with the hours that I work, I am still not going to see J. I need these next few days off.